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Harry looked anxiously out the window and looked at the clock for
the fiftieth time. It still wasn't ten o'clock. He sighed and
slumped down on the bed.
He'd been looking forward to this since he'd gotten Sirius' last
owl; well, before that, really. Since he'd figured out he was
attracted to men. Since he'd decided which man in particular he was
attracted to most. Since he'd found out that Sirius was attracted to
men, well, boys, and him in particular.
It had taken weeks of letter-writing and one very disgruntled snowy
owl, but Harry was gay and Sirius was gay and they were going to see
each other very soon. At ten pm, in fact, and in just a few minutes
Harry would jam his bedroom door, pick the lock on the window, and
slide down the sloping roof and down the tree. He'd hurry up the
hill to the children's playground, where Sirius would be waiting.
And then things would get interesting.
Harry hoped.
Sirius had told him to wear clothes; well, he was, but not much. The
sticky, mid-August heat hadn't yet cooled, as during the summer the
sun had barely set by ten pm. He was going back to Hogwarts soon and
he was glad, but nothing was making him happier than meeting Sirius,
tonight.
It was time; he slipped out, landing quietly on the ground, making
sure to keep to the shadows as he made his way up the hill. The
estate was quiet, as it always was this time of the night; the
respectable, law-abiding citizens of Privet Drive had no business
outdoors at this hour. They were all sat in their tastefully
decorated sitting rooms, having a last cup of tea before bed,
perhaps complaining about ITN's skewed perspective on world politics
or that the BBC wasn't what it used to be. Soon, they'd go upstairs
to their neat bedrooms, probably to separate beds, and get into
their proper nightclothes and drift off into acceptable dreams of
new cars or pay rises.
Not Harry.
Harry was dressed in short, tight silky shorts that barely covered
his firm, sixteen-year-old ass, and a tank top that exposed more of
his tanned, sleek chest than it covered. He was creeping through the
shadows to meet with his ex-convict godfather, who he wanted to
touch him all over and fuck him senseless.
Harry grinned at the juxtaposition.
He suspected he'd been cooped up in his room too long.
He also felt he'd been a virgin too long.
He wanted Sirius to teach him everything, and he'd told the older
man that in his letters. He'd also sent him some Muggle pictures of
himself that showed off his lithe body, and they had seemed to have
the desired effect. Sirius had agreed to meet him. Harry didn't kid
himself that his godfather was going to give in that easily, but
he'd gotten Sirius to admit that he was attracted to Harry just with
a couple of pictures. He imagined he could do much better in person.
And now he was getting his chance.
It was exactly ten o'clock when Harry walked into the dark clearing.
A half-moon glinted off the swings, gently moving in the summer
breeze. His eyes scanned the area; sometimes a black dog was hard to
spot. Then he saw the shaggy form, sitting amongst the trees. He
walked forward, smiling, as the dog transformed into his godfather.
Harry stopped, amazed as always by the Animagus transformation, and
more impressed than ever by the way Sirius looked as a man. Every
time he saw his godfather, the man looked better, healthier, sexier.
And this time was no exception. Harry walked forward, biting his lip
as he let his eyes roam, from the sleek black hair that reached
Sirius' mid-back, to the white t-shirt that stretched over an
increasingly muscular chest, and, best of all in Harry's opinion,
the tight, faded jeans that hugged slim hips. Harry's heart started
to pound as he closed the distance between them.
"Hello, Sirius," he grinned.
"Hello, Harry," Sirius said after a moment, his eyes seeming to get
stuck somewhere below Harry's face. He cleared his throat, dragging
his eyes up to the boy's face. "You were supposed to wear clothes."
"I am," smirked Harry, looking down at his clothes. "What's wrong
with what I'm wearing?" he asked, turning around so Sirius could see
the rear view.
Sirius didn't answer, and Harry turned back to face the older
man. "Well?" he asked again.
"Nothing at all," croaked Sirius, backing up a step. "You look...
well."
"Thanks," smiled Harry, following. "So do you."
Sirius seemed to consider for a moment. "Harry. We need to talk."
"Yes, I know," answered Harry. "That's why we're here. To talk."
Sirius nodded quickly. "I may have given you the wrong impression
with my letters," he began.
"Oh, really?" asked Harry, stepping even closer and leaning casually
against a post.
"Yes, yes, when I said that... I wanted to see you... you may have
thought it was because..." Sirius trailed off, eyes traveling over
Harry once again, seeming to lose his train of thought.
"Yes?" prompted Harry, reaching up to push his hair out of his face
and just incidentally to show off the long line of skin the shirt
revealed when he lifted his arm.
"I mean to say..." Sirius said, helplessly, eyes roaming, "That I
really think that you need to find someone closer to your own age,
you know, I'm much too old for you..."
Even Harry could tell that Sirius didn't really mean what he said,
so he just smiled and moved to within a foot of Sirius. "I know what
I want," he whispered. "You."
"Harry..." Sirius said, eyes wide. "You don't know, you're too
young..."
"I trust you, Sirius. I know you wouldn't hurt me, that you wouldn't
push me faster than I was ready for," Harry said reasonably. Sirius
stayed silent, so Harry pressed his advantage. He was inexperienced,
but he could read the uncertainty in his godfather's eyes. "Don't
you want me, Sirius?"
Sirius' mouth dropped open, and Harry knew he had all but won. "Of
course I do," Sirius responded automatically, then he realised what
he had said. Harry tried to repress a grin. He almost felt bad for
using Sirius' impulsiveness against him, but he felt like it was for
a good cause. Sirius tried to backpedal. "I mean, anyone would want
you, Harry, you're sexy and..." he trailed off as he realised he was
digging himself in even deeper.
"Well, I think you're incredible, Sirius," breathed Harry. "So,
what's the problem?" He reached out with one hand and rested it
lightly on the man's chest, holding back a moan as he felt the
hardness of Sirius' chest underneath the thin shirt. It was all he
could do not to run his hand down, lower. His godfather must really
have been working out. Being so close to Sirius, touching him,
talking about this, was of course making Harry aroused, and as his
cock hardened, he became bolder. He wasn't about to take no for an
answer.
Harry watched Sirius carefully. The man's mouth opened and closed,
and he could see him try to convince himself to argue. "Harry...
please..." he said, but Harry couldn't tell if he was begging him to
stop or not. Sirius put his hand over Harry's, and gently removed
it, but he didn't let go of it.
Time to push, Harry decided, and moved his hand so he was holding
Sirius'. Slowly, he moved their hands downward. He locked eyes with
Sirius, who didn't seem to be objecting, and he put Sirius' hand on
Harry's erection. He watched as Sirius' eyes widened and his mouth
dropped open. Harry let his own mouth open and his eyes fluttered
shut. "Sirius... please..." he echoed the other man's words. He
pushed his hips forward, nudging his arousal against Sirius' hand.
Waves of need washed over him; he'd never wanted anything this much.
"Harry," Sirius stammered, trying to pull his hand away, but Harry
wouldn't let him. "We... I... we can't do this."
Harry moved even closer to Sirius, keeping the man's hand on his
hardness. "I want you, Sirius. So much."
"You're too young, Harry," Sirius protested, but Harry could feel
the man's hand, and he wasn't trying to move it away any more.
"I'm sixteen, Sirius. Old enough. I bet you had at least kissed by
sixteen..." Harry breathed, looking at the older man, hoping...
Now Sirius smiled. "You're right, actually. We'd done a bit more by
then... I suppose it wouldn't..." Sirius appeared to have made a
decision, because he closed his eyes and pressed his lips to
Harry's, softly.
If his mouth hadn't been otherwise occupied, Harry would have
shouted happily; but as it was, he settled for moaning softly and
parting his lips, hoping his godfather would take the kiss farther.
But Sirius started to pull back, and Harry wasn't going to let that
happen. He took his hand off of Sirius', and wrapped his arms around
the older man, pulling them closer. Sirius got his hand out of the
way just in time, because Harry was intent on pressing every
possible inch of his young body against him.
Sirius' hard, strong body felt even better than Harry had imagined.
He reveled in the heat coming off of the man's body and took
advantage of his shock to deepen the kiss. Sirius' mouth was hot and
wet and Harry pushed his arousal against his thigh.
At first, Harry thought Sirius would push him away; the body against
his stiffened and Sirius didn't kiss back. But then... Harry moaned
low in his throat as he felt arms come up to encircle him, pulling
him even closer, and a tongue began to spar with his. Best of all,
as Sirius pulled him closer, Harry felt unmistakable hardness
digging into his lower belly, and the thigh pressing against his own
erection pushed forward.
The kiss went on for what seemed to be forever, but it was still too
soon when Sirius pulled back. Harry looked up at him, hoping that
the glazed look on Sirius' face was a good thing.
"That was amazing," Harry breathed. It was definitely much better,
and hotter, than his first kiss with Fred. Sirius' experience must
be the difference, and Harry felt weak in the knees at the thought
of what else Sirius knew how to do...
Sirius' eyes finally focused on Harry. "You're amazing, Harry," he
breathed, and Harry smiled. "Are you sure about this?"
Harry smiled even more widely. Sirius' question meant that he wasn't
stopping just yet. "More sure than I've ever been about anything,"
he said firmly.
Sirius sighed. "Did I even have a chance?"
Harry shook his head. "Nope!" Then he moaned as he felt Sirius'
hands slide down his back, to cup his ass, barely covered by the
silky material.
Sirius' voice had gone deeper. "These shorts should be illegal on
you," he growled, squeezing Harry's firm buttocks.
Harry gasped, close to climax just from Sirius touching him like
this. "Want me to take them off?" he murmured.
"God, yes," Sirius answered softly. "But not here." He didn't stop
touching Harry, though.
"Where?" Harry asked impatiently.
"Good question. If you leave the vicinity of your uncle's house, the
wards will sound the alarms in Dumbledore's office. We don't want
that..." Sirius mused.
"We could go to my room," suggested Harry as casually as he could
when he was hard as a rock and his godfather was caressing his ass.
His arousal ached and he wanted so badly for Sirius to touch him all
over.
Sirius looked down at him. "I don't know if that's wise."
"I've got the door jammed from the inside. No one can get in. We can
go in the window, like I got out. They never bother me when they
don't have to," Harry said quickly, worried about Sirius changing
his mind.
The older man bit his lip, clearly torn. Just to be sure, Harry
rubbed himself against Sirius, saying, "Please? Just for a little
while..."
Sirius' eyes fluttered shut and he moaned, "You're a little vixen,
you know that? All right. It's against my better judgment, but I
think I lost that some time ago. Lead on, Harry."
Continued in part 2